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你好?今天过得怎样?Hm its been a long time not to update my entry haha. Sorry for the broken english well my english was always broken anyway lol. Okayyyyy so what we get here hmm 我wo...的de...心xin.. Wo De Xin! Yeayy mesti korang cakap "apalah yg perempuan ni bebelkan ni haihhh" HAHAHAHA dah jangan pening pening. Meh aku explain sikit. May i? Hehehe so 我wo is stand for 'me' 的de pula is for 'punya/ kepunyaan' and 心xin is *drum* less than three《 <3 》hihihi still cant understand? Xin is 'heart' so overall our topic today is 'Saya Punya Hati' yeayyyyyyyy
Okay sebenarnya dah lama nak story pasal ni tapi banyak sangat aral melintang. First dah type panjang panjang dah nk sampai penutup ni, line takde. Pastu ter-Reload. Entry tak sempat simpan lagi tau so everything *puff* vanished and aku punya frust gila nak mati sakitnya hati huarghhhh mcm nak nangis semua nak mengamuk hormon tak stabil semua dan rasa mcm give up nak tulis blog ni hahahaha. Second time tried to write and again and again *puff* like magic brr boleh bayangkan tak mcm mana sakitnya? Dah tulis berjela then hilang cemtu je haih and third time.. Aku tulis sebelum aku masuk tidur. Malangnya aku tertidur and bila sedar battery tinggal 1% and aku mcm lipas kudung cari charger and bila tengok phone balik... Phone dah gelap. Gaissssss aku tak sempat save lagi huarghhhhhhh. Aku pasrah and i was like "i curse you topic Wo De Xin!!" And lastly for this time..Aku tulis dua baris je.. Save entry and baru harini aku boleh sambung. Kira dah boleh move on lah ni hahaha
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GUYS! ENTRY DI ATAS NI JADI DRAFT SEJAK 2015 GUYSS TAPI SEKARANG I DAH MOVE ON DARI CRUSH SO SEKARANG 2018 KANNNN SO I DAH 6TAHUN SINGLE MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA STILL DIDN'T FIND THE RIGHT ONE. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME HAHAHAHA 🙏 LOVE YOU XOXO
Assalamualaikum ;) Aiyaiyaiyaiyailolololololololoauwauwauwwwwwoofwoofwooflllolololololo *tarzan sound* haaaaaaaa feel like i'm in jungle right now hahahaha fulamak! So guys, how you doin'? Long time didnt see me ya? Rindu tak? Rindu tak? Hihihi as for me, Alhamdulillah syukran i'm in the pink. Day by day i think my mood was getting better. Did you know? I've getback with my happiness wiiiiiiiiiiiyyy *put ma hands up* ^^ but sometimes i'mma sad too, but i shall not get infacted so guys, when you're happy and out of the blue something that can makes you sad, or negative things come over, please please please get rid of that thing k? How can you be happy when negative virus keep bertebangan di udara? YOU! You hv to be strong! Build a wall of positivity and tepis semua negative things okay? ;) Okay within hm 9 months kot i tak tulis blog ni and many things happened. Soooo soooo many things happened. How was your 2016 going? Feeling great? well i started with an empty heart HAHAHAHA OF COURSE LAH! BARU BROKEN HEART sebabnya my crush sudah bercouple dgn orang lain hmmmmmmmmm lek lek lekluu *pstt baru couple je bukan kahwin pun HAHAHAHAH* <cibet jahat siak aku> hahaha still boleh sailang ehh kira ada chance lah ni?? LOL kang tetiba dia kahwin dgn gf dia kau dah menangis tak berlagu hahaha haa mulalah time tu kau nak nyanyi lagu "mengapa masih lagi ku berdiri menunggu cintamu.....~" <SAYANGGGGGGGG AKU KAU LUPAAAAA, AKU KAU LUKAAA TANPA KAU SEDARRRRR OHH SAYANGGGG *Cehh tangkap feeling konon -_- FUCK LOVEEEE
wah thug life siaaa padahal dalam hati kau pun dapat rasa perasaan yg sebenar. sekarang ni aku tak berharap sangat. bukan aku tak suka, aku suka lagi kat dia tapi tulah aku serahkan soal jodoh dan ketentuan kepada yang Maha Esa cewahh yang aku tahu sekarang ni aku kerja keras kumpul duit dalam tiga tahun ni aku akan cuba kumpul gak 10K kalau ada orang masuk meminang at least ada lah persediaan sikit sikit. calon? takde lagi tapi aku just standby lah. so sekarang ni aku mmg tengah perbetulkan segala hal tentang diri aku, mana yang tak betul, aku try betulkan. aku taknak lah zina hati bercrush crush ni so aku pasrah. kalau ada, adalah, takda? haa takdelah. moga moga ku bertemu dgn jodoh yang baik baik hehehe miang-!
dont worry, my life sekarang ni cuma bangun tidur, makan, mandi, gi kerja, kemas kemas kedai, main game, kadang kadang aku on lah media sosial tu, pastu balik rumah pastu mandi, makan, then tidur. gitu je lah rutin harian. masuk waktu solat, kadang kadang tertinggal juga haihh mcm ni nak jadi anak yang solehah? smh. aku biasa meroyan kat twitter so nak kenal aku dengan lebih dekat? cari je aku di twitter. username: literally @ianakmak untuk semua media sosial hahahaha
Assalamualaikum :) Hehehe so how are you? For me..i'm feeling great hehe. Lately past few days i wasnt in a stable mood. Idk i think i've lost myself. Yelah i used to be a hyperactive person what but nowdays seems nothing to cheer about nothing special nothing make me happy like having a boring life so yesterday i i realise that i should collecting my happiness back and ta-daa! I'm in a mood to start talking non stop hihihihi Jiran kedai pun dah penat dengar aku berceghita tak stop stop hahaha mana tak nya , bercerita pasal cerita hantu. Memang hidup lah kalau topic ni keluar ahahaha. So imma tell you story what happens to me lately. Hm nothing much but fyi yesterday June15 was my Mak's birthdayyyyyyy wuhuuuu tapi tak sambut pun. Usia mak makin meningkat takkan aku nak buat party untuk mak? Aku just spend time with my beloved mak je. Along cakap sambut birthday mcm menyambut hari tua. Hm sejauh mana kebenarannya tu ? Entahlah. Malam June14 dlm jam 11.37pm gitu aku baru perasan yg one of my friend punya mak punya birthday pada tarikh tersebut. Aku nak wish tapi aku terlupa sbb pukul 12.40 tu aku timpa mak pastu wishkan selamat hari jadi hehe pastu aku peluk mak. Tetiba *mata masuk habuk* aku terfikir, ni je lah time aku dapat peluk mak. Kalau mak dah takde nanti shima nak peluk mak dah tak dpt. macam mana lah nnt kalau mak dah takda. Haihh habuk ni asyik masuk mata je (T^T) mak pujuk jangan nangis nnt esok selesema. Lagilah aku tak boleh stop (T^T) dah nangis puas puas, mak pun dah tidur, barulah aku move on main game and online twitter hahaha So smlm banyak gila benda yg aku buat well smlm aku offday sbnrnya. Pagi pagi aku dah mandikan nenek. Nenek ngn atuk sebelah abah stay kat Johor. Nenek ngn atuk sebelah mak stay kat Selangor. Now nenek and atuk sebelah abah dh meninggal. So dah takde kampung kat jb. Atuk sebelah mak pula dah meninggal jadi tinggal lah yg masih hidup ni nenek sebelah mak. Now nenek yg sebelah mak yg stay selangor tu dh pindah kat rumah kami kat johor so there's no point lah nak balik kampung selangor kan? Mak ngn nenek cakap yg rumah kat selangor tu abah dgn atuk yg buat. Jadi tu kira rumah kitorang juga lah Okay back to the story, nak dipendekkan cerita, mata nenek ni ada selaput. Makin lama selaput dia makin tebal. Sekarang nenek dh tak boleh melihat tapi syukur Alhamdulillah nenek masih boleh mendengar. Nenek tak boleh jalan dgn sendiri, kaki nenek dah tak kuat. So jalan kena pimpin lah. Actually mak balik kerja pukul 2 so takkan taknak bagi nenek makan? Sbb shima pukul 12pm-2pm ada kelas. Jadi shima taktahu nak masak apa so masak benda paling simple, senggang ikan. Dah hidang kat nenek terus siap gi kelas memandu. Balik kelas shima tanya mak, "mak sedap tak senggang tu?" Pastu mak cakap "nenek cakap angah yg masak" aku pun "manada mak~ shima lah yg masak, angah kalau masak kan bawang putih dia tak hiris, bawang putih tu dia belah dua je brr" terkilan gak nenek tak dpt beza suara angah dgn suara shima haih pastu mak berseloroh sbb tahu yg shima tengah pissed off mak terus cakap "engkau yg masak eh? Umph sedap. Cehh dah boleh kahwin lah ni" mak nak pujuk hati shima lah tu hm shima bagi adik lelaki shima rasa, nasib baik dia kata sedap HOHOHOHO Aku kena belajar masak lagi ni. Nanti kahwin senang ihks >.< Petang tu sebenarnya nak keluar gi rumah member tapi abah tak bagi. Abah cakap "asal cuti je berjalan. Asal cuti je berjalan, cuba duduk rumah" hahaha nak taknak, planning nak ronda Taman Rinting tak dapat dilaksanakan so aku mereput kat rumah hahaha so malam tu aku tolong mak buat kuih apam. Mak dah buat barter. aku just kasi greese acuan kuih, tuang barter dlm acuan, dan kukus kuih. Dah masak aku gaul dgn kelapa parut.
Credit photo to my mum tolong amikkan gambar >.< kuih tu bagi sedulang kat surau sbb ada org baca tahlil. Pastu lagi sikit mak masukkan dlm tupperware nk pulangkan jiran punya tupperware lah. Normal lah kalau org bagi makanan kita kalau boleh balas lah makanan nya. Takkan nak pulang tupperware kosong kan? Hehehe Hahaha buat apam ni lepas buat barter dia kena tunggu sejam ke dua jam bagi naik tepungnya dulu tapi memandangkan nak hidang awal kat orang surau so mak suruh shima rebus terus. Jadi kuihnya tak beberapa nak naik lah. Mak suruh hntar kat rumah jiran sambil pesan "shima, nanti pesan kat cik dani <bukan nama sbnr> Kuih ni shima yg buat HAHAHAHA" shima terus lah "hamboiii~ nak lari dari kritikan nmpk hahahaha" along menyampuk "baguslah at least org nmpk walaupun kau tak beberapa pandai masak tapi ada usaha nak mencuba" aku pun iyakan je lah haha pastu abah balik terus aku mengadu ngn abah pasal mak cuba melepas diri. Lalu kami sekeluarga berhuhuhuhu "Assalamualaikum~ cik daniiiiii~~" shima bagi salam. Cik dani "waalaikumussalam. Siapa tu?" "Haaa ni shima. Ni hah mak bagi kuih, tapi tak beberapa nak naik kuihnya HOHOHOHO" cik dani reply "eh kenapa kuihnya tak naik pula?" Aku pun apalagi "MEMANGLAH TAK NAIK, SHIMA YG MASAK HOHOHOHOHO" lalu aku minta izin untuk pulang ke rumah. Sampai rumah terus aku cerita kat family. Semua ketawa dgn pengakuan fake buat kuih aku tu hahaha Okaylah dah panjang sangat aku cerita. Sambung kendian k? ;) loppp yohhh
Hey assalamualaikum :)
Hahahaha hmm what are we going to share today? Hmm lemme think first. Hehe. Yesterday was my offday so i'm off in writing blog haha. Haaaaaa what a good nap. Haaaa what a good rest day. Haaaaaa *inhale, hold and exhale* haaa okay now already got freash air and mind to start our story today ^^ hehehehehe
Okay, many people said "Twitter was the only site to share our thought without everyone complaining" "Twitter was the only site we can meroyan" "twitter was the only site when our grammar was wrong and nobody care" BULLSHIT. They forgot that they have another way to share thier story too. What a diary use for? What a MySpace use for? What a BLOGGER use for?
Well i know nobody care if you write something at your MySpace or blogger like they wont sign up for a new account just for read your problem. So that's another way! This site give you the advantages to let you all out. Yes you dont have a loyal listener. Even if you have ONE, that ONE person you cant expect him/her to keep all your secret. They gonna tell anyone for sure. While you cant keep your own secret, how do you expect others to keep your secret? Think youngster :) They'll get bored anyway sooner or later. Just stand in your own feet; people!
Dear diary, so here me sitting all alone and typing something to share to you. Once in my childhood days, i used to write a diary in a book. No one read my diary until it gone misplaced and missing. I just glad that the diary missing without anyone know. At least my secret buried with you sir diary :') You're always with me in my difficult time. I re-read my diary before it gone, and i saw that most of time i always in sadness. Everyday i tried to be a better person, to be a positive person, to be a great women. I threw all my sadness, hate, negative thought in your body and i start to sketch until 1 or 2 ball pan have no ink. Sometimes i wrote down and i tear your body to small pieces, and sometimes i just scream at my pillow until my troat hurt so much. You feel me nigga.
That's the sound of depression, mental breakdown, sadness and negativity. The tearing up is just to cure yourself, your hurted liver. What? Liver is hati what? Not satisfied with me lah? Mind your own business la haiyoo haha lol i cant say such a negative word like that hm dear baby, you're precious babe. Yes you are. It is okay when someone hate you for being who you are. At least you're happy babe. You're fake-ing your happiness if you try to be someone else. Someone that isnt you. Someone hypocrite.. Hipocrite.. Hipokrit.. Wait haha i dont know how to spell >.< no, i'm just confuse hahaha
Well sir diary, i dont know whether people out there read my blog. I dont know thier existing. They left no notes no sign. I hope i can cure myself with happiness. Well "i think people forget that sometimes the person who tries to fix everyone needs fixing too" yes i'm an egoistic person but i'm lowering my ego for whom i care about but it seems to be nothing than useless :') "i just ruined myself for a lot of people that weren't even worth it" huwaaaaaaaa So people please please please dont expect anything from anyone. You're stabing yourself deep inside baby.
I guess it's time to say goodbye sir diary :) thanks for the willingness *err kesanggupan >.<* to hear my story sir diary :) it was an honour to spend time with you HAHAHAHAHA THE FISH AM I TALKING ABOUT? I'll catch up with you later yaa! So long my online diary >.< saranghanja buing buing <3 <3
Assalamualaikum :) Hey hey hey!! Hm harini kan sebenar benarnya... aku ada test JPJ motor tau and.... aku gagal. Yeayyy!! Haha fyi, ni aku dah ulang 2 kali >.< taktahu nak kata apa. This is the first time aku gagal 2 kali dalam test besar. Dari UPSR, PMR, SPM, UPKK, SDEA, SDKA semua lah sekali test terus lulus, even addmath yg aku selalu dapat G pun aku lulus dapat D hehe ujian komputer? Tak belajar sangat pun aku boleh lulus dgn sekali test. Dua kali tau amik ujian komputer, satu utk motor, satu untuk kereta. Pun aku lulus dgn jayanya. Tapi kali ni? Fumalak pecah record aku sia gagal berturut ni. Tapi nak mcm mana? Dah takdir, kita redha je lah. Hihihi ada lagi orang yg lagi sedih drpd aku sbgai contoh, budak lelaki tadi yg sama sama test motor ngn aku. Dia gagal 3 kali! Tapi tadi dia dah lulus dah. Aku je yg terkandas hahaha Well guys, hidup kita ni tak selalunya indah. Hidup ni kan mcm roda, sekejap kat atas sekejap kat bawah. Mungkin aku dah selalu lulus dan belum pernah lagi rasa peritnya gagal dalam ujian yg penting. Sebab tu lah Allah bagi aku rasa sekarang >.< ni semua dugaan hidup. Aku pasrah haha. Balik rumah je abah mengajuk "tak dapat je nangis, tak dapat je nangis, pastu ckp hidung berair sbb selesema" haha maksud abah tu kalau aku tak dapat something yg aku ingin kan je aku akan nangis. Yelah abah, shima nak lulus dapat lesen P tapi tak dapat lulus jadi shima nangis lah hahahaha Aku terlalu main main ke? Aku tak ambil serious ke ujian ni? Kat mana silap aku sampai apa yg aku prepare semua tak membuahkan hasil. Sedih mmg sedih. Kecewa pun ada. Aku sebenarnya malu sbb aku tak dapat buktikan dekat diri sendiri yg aku boleh. Mungkin aku kurang keyakinan diri. Kenapa org lain boleh buat, kenapa aku tak boleh? Padahal waktu practice perfect je. Aku dah buat yg terbaik tapi kenapa jadi mcm ni? Mungkin aku buat tak cukup baik lagi kot. Then aku terfikir, aku prepare semua siap siap, masa practice pun okay, tapi bila JPJ aku terkandas, dua kali pula tu; inilah yg dinamakan "Allah bagi ujian". Allah takkan bagi ujian yg kita tak dapat tanggung, sbb aku boleh tanggung ujian ni lah sbb tu Allah uji. Well gagal dua kali tak bermakna gagal selama lama lama lamanya kan? Haha sorry aku bukan gagal, aku telah BERJAYA menjumpai 2 cara untuk tak lulus test JPJ >.< Aku pernah terbaca, bila seseorang tu hendak berubah, Allah akan beri kita ujian, samada kita akan bersyukur dgn ujian tersebut ataupun kufur. Allah bagi ujian sbb Allah sayangkan kita :') mudah mudahan test JPJ motor kali ketiga nanti aku lulus dengan jayanya ^.^ takpelah. Yang penting nanti bila test JPJ kereta aku mesti kena lulus dengan sekali percubaan! Fighting! Duit aku melayang layang oi kalau kereta pun sama >.< dah lah banyak komitmen hehe perempuan kan nafsunya banyak. Nak kasutnya lain, nak bajunya lain, nak tudungnya lain, nak makanan nya lagi lah haaaaaaaaaaaa korang, doakan aku berjaya k. Love ya XOXO :*
Assalamualaikum gais :)
A.T.H.A.Z.A.G.O.R.A.P.H.O.B.I.A
Wait✋ jangan ah panik sangat doh dgn topik kita harini >.<
Haaa lemme make it clear, athazagoraphobia ni maksudnya itulah, takut dilupakan, takut tak dilayan oleh orang yg kita sangat sangat sangat ambil berat. "@engrossingfacts: Athazagoraphobia: The fear of being forgotten and or ignored by someone whom you strongly care about." <sumber daripada twitter>
Tak menyalahkan sesiapa dalam hal ini. Lumrah lah perasaan mcm gini. Semua orang pun tak suka bila orang yg tersayang ignore mereka lagi lagi yg berjantina XX ni. Hati rapuh sangat. Hati tisu. Ramai manusia zaman skrg ada athazagoraphobia. Tak kira lah lelaki ke perempuan. Tapi lelaki tak nampak sangat sbb dorang tak menunjuk perasaan dorang tu. Yelah EGO lah katakan.
Aku dah buat kajian kat Twitter. Kebanyakkan manusia dia suka mengacau orang yg mereka sayang dan ambil berat tapi mereka takut orang yg mereka sayang cinta ambil berat tu rasa rimas. Jadi jalan terbaik dorang pun cubalah "Escape windows" tahu tak benda alah ni? Escape windows ni digunakan utk melihat yg korang ni penting ke tak dlm hidup crush/kekasih korang tu. Hari hari kita tegur dia kacau dia but one day korang menyepi. Korang senyap. Korang nak tengok orang yg korang sayang cinta tu cari korang tak. Kalau mereka cari YES korang penting, kalau tak HAHAHAHA move on je lah korang >.<
Ramai bagi jawapan move on,but I know. Deep down inside semua nak fight for it. Sampai korang puas hati,sampai punah hati. Baru move on kan? Tahu dah. Aku pun mcm tu jugak. Lagipun aku belum ada rasa lagi nak give up. Hehehe
Okay berbalik pada athazagoraphobia tadi, sejak aku break dgn bf tahun lepas, aku jadi jenis yg "lantak ah nak reply ke taknak, heran pulak aku?" "Kau nak reply reply, taknak sudah" dan aku mengamalkan konsep "pergi mampos" haha sejak aku mengamalkan konsep "pergi mampos" ni, tahap kebahagian aku sah meningkat jadi aku jalani hidup aku dgn bahagianya. Tapi mulalah kat twitter semua cakap "tak perlu suruh aku pergi mampos, ajal aku sampai, aku pergi" just then i realize that perkataan "pergi mampos" tu adalah perkataan yg negative. So aku pun buang lah perkataan tu dari kamus hidup aku. Well aku kan nak jadi orang yg positive hehe :)
But belakangan ni, aku dah start dah perangai miang perigi mencari timba ni haih perasaan suka or minat kat someone tu fitrah manusia lah kan? Haha lagi lagi bulan lepas, dengan kesihatan tak stabil, mental koyak ni lagi lah perangai "clingy" ni meruap ruap hahaha bukan apa, aku nak kan perhatian daripada dia like "hey you, yeah you, i'm talking to you" "weyh janganlah ignore aku" "weyh layan lah aku" " jangan lah buat aku terkapai kapai kat sini" "weyh aku nak tanya kau ni" "weyh aku nak cakap ngn kau ni" "weyh weyh weyh" haaaa terukkan perangai aku? Mcm perempuan muka tembok. Sorry, bukan macam, mmg pun muka tembok >.< hahahaha sebenarnya aku ni jenis yg suka bercerita. Bila aku gembira, aku suka kongsikan kebahagian aku kalau boleh dgn semua orang aku nak bercerita. Tapi kalau bab kesedihan ni, either aku pendam sendiri atau aku share dgn certain people. Certain people ni terdiri drpd org yg aku trust so korang, when a girl talks to you about her problems, that doesn't mean she's complaining. It just means she really trusts you okay? Tapi bulan ni aku dah boleh kawal diri sikit dah. Hidup aku makin normal. Aku tak se-clingy dulu. Perasaan takut tak dilayan athazagoraphobia aku tu dah berkurang. Dia layan ke tak layan ke aku tetap nak kacau dia hihihihi yelah yelah, aku redha. Ada jodoh ada lah. Kalau takda jodoh? Hehe Aku takut nnt aku zina hati pula. Jadi just follow the flow. Tengok je lah sejauh mana ia bertahan. Tapi takkan aku je yg ada athazagoraphobia ni? Pihak kesayangan takde rasa yg sama ke? Haha kalau dia ada rasa yg sama tidak mungkin dia biarkan aku terkapai kapai ahaha kecuali dia ego, dia nak main tarik tali ataupun dia sengaja biar kita terkapai kapai sbb nak test kita kot hahaha hello i'm trying to think positive kayy >.< So boys and girls, i give you some tips macam mana korang nak handle athazagoraphobia korang; "Expect nothing, appreciate everything" harapan kt crush tu tolong jgn letak setinggi langit, takut tak tercapai pula nanti okay? XOXO :* Saranghanja <3
Assalamualaikum :) Hey guys! Ssup? Hehehe guess you know already what i'm going to gossips about. So how was your days ? Hehehe today my condition is just fine. Only have a normal flu and this is all Syifa's fault. She brought the virus with her. Oh fyi, Syifa is one of my best buddies, she is on semester break so she partime at my workplace. What? You dont know what our occupation is? well we're Beautician !!! Yeayyy !! So anyone who interested and have skin problem can directly pm me on gmail : shimakawaii@gmail.com hihihi sorry for promoting >.< Well i'm a real good person if my health level is good but i can automatically become a great disaster and everythings went wrong when i'm sick hehe. I'm really good at eating. I can eat 4-5 meals a day and never leaves it unfinished >.< sometimes one plate is not enough kahkahkah what a pelahab >.< but you know there's something wrong with you when you didn't hungry and cant finishing a plate of food. Ever you eat 6 chicken wings without stop? I did *shy shy* people might said "is this even a girl? She ate like a godzilla" "rangkak juak rupa kau makan!" Eh can't understand what am i saying? In Sarawak, rangkak is not the same as "merangkak" :P it can be define as someone that eat like a horse/kuat makan >.< HAHAHAHA even my friend cant belive that i can eat 6 chicken wings straight. Hek eleh, action lah pula i ni lol it just a chicken wings anyway haha Yeah, if i'm in a good condition, i can think very well, i'm so smart hahaha *cehh budak ni puji diri sendiri* but when i'm sick, i'm really really really really really lazy to think hahah i bet everyone like that also hehe we're gangs so HIGH 5 ! Yeayyyy! Putcha hands up ! What the hell am i talking about? Huaghhh i cant think straight bcs i'm not in the pink, haha like that my life will berterabur and chaos bcs my mind is not stable. Am i having a mental disorder? or am i a psycho? Huwaaaaaaaaaaa come back to normal shima pleasee hahaha Anyways, nowdays my antibody seems to menurun hm dont know which word to use >.< hmmmmmm i'm weaking? Is this word fit the best? well bak kata Liza "Which Oxford dictionary you used?" >.< Whatever lah hahaha i think so bcs i easily catch a fever and then other sickness comes one by one hm. It doest matter, at least it will vanishing my sins *Sakit itukan penghapus dosa* hiks >.< Ya Allah! Bertimbun dosa aku ni Ya Allah!! Matikan lah aku dalam iman. Hm k lari tajuk. Well korang yg diluar sana, tolong jaga pemakanan and rest more okay? Dont eat too much spicy foood, dont eat ice cubes *jangan kunyah ais* and drink lots of water okay. Its help in detoxing your body. So my lovely chingu*friends* stay healthy and energetic okay? Then only you can pray for my health too hehe i love uolls my friends and not to forget too i love me myself <3 muah muah XOXO :* *p/s : can also find me on other social media ^^ Click here to follow me on Twitter Click here to follow me on Instagram
Short Profile Full Name - NOOR HASIMAH BINTI HAIRUDIN Age - 17 years old , SPM Candidates :) Home - Pasir Gudang,Johor In Relationship ? - Secret For Sure Hobies - Online For Sure 'EVERYDAY' Born - Selangor , Malaysia
你好?今天过得怎样?Hm its been a long time not to update my entry haha. Sorry for the broken english well my english was always broken anyway lol. Okayyyyy so what we get here hmm 我wo...的de...心xin.. Wo De Xin! Yeayy mesti korang cakap "apalah yg perempuan ni bebelkan ni haihhh" HAHAHAHA dah jangan pening pening. Meh aku explain sikit. May i? Hehehe so 我wo is stand for 'me' 的de pula is for 'punya/ kepunyaan' and 心xin is *drum* less than three《 <3 》hihihi still cant understand? Xin is 'heart' so overall our topic today is 'Saya Punya Hati' yeayyyyyyyy
Okay sebenarnya dah lama nak story pasal ni tapi banyak sangat aral melintang. First dah type panjang panjang dah nk sampai penutup ni, line takde. Pastu ter-Reload. Entry tak sempat simpan lagi tau so everything *puff* vanished and aku punya frust gila nak mati sakitnya hati huarghhhh mcm nak nangis semua nak mengamuk hormon tak stabil semua dan rasa mcm give up nak tulis blog ni hahahaha. Second time tried to write and again and again *puff* like magic brr boleh bayangkan tak mcm mana sakitnya? Dah tulis berjela then hilang cemtu je haih and third time.. Aku tulis sebelum aku masuk tidur. Malangnya aku tertidur and bila sedar battery tinggal 1% and aku mcm lipas kudung cari charger and bila tengok phone balik... Phone dah gelap. Gaissssss aku tak sempat save lagi huarghhhhhhh. Aku pasrah and i was like "i curse you topic Wo De Xin!!" And lastly for this time..Aku tulis dua baris je.. Save entry and baru harini aku boleh sambung. Kira dah boleh move on lah ni hahaha
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GUYS! ENTRY DI ATAS NI JADI DRAFT SEJAK 2015 GUYSS TAPI SEKARANG I DAH MOVE ON DARI CRUSH SO SEKARANG 2018 KANNNN SO I DAH 6TAHUN SINGLE MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA STILL DIDN'T FIND THE RIGHT ONE. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME HAHAHAHA 🙏 LOVE YOU XOXO
Assalamualaikum ;) Aiyaiyaiyaiyailolololololololoauwauwauwwwwwoofwoofwooflllolololololo *tarzan sound* haaaaaaaa feel like i'm in jungle right now hahahaha fulamak! So guys, how you doin'? Long time didnt see me ya? Rindu tak? Rindu tak? Hihihi as for me, Alhamdulillah syukran i'm in the pink. Day by day i think my mood was getting better. Did you know? I've getback with my happiness wiiiiiiiiiiiyyy *put ma hands up* ^^ but sometimes i'mma sad too, but i shall not get infacted so guys, when you're happy and out of the blue something that can makes you sad, or negative things come over, please please please get rid of that thing k? How can you be happy when negative virus keep bertebangan di udara? YOU! You hv to be strong! Build a wall of positivity and tepis semua negative things okay? ;) Okay within hm 9 months kot i tak tulis blog ni and many things happened. Soooo soooo many things happened. How was your 2016 going? Feeling great? well i started with an empty heart HAHAHAHA OF COURSE LAH! BARU BROKEN HEART sebabnya my crush sudah bercouple dgn orang lain hmmmmmmmmm lek lek lekluu *pstt baru couple je bukan kahwin pun HAHAHAHAH* <cibet jahat siak aku> hahaha still boleh sailang ehh kira ada chance lah ni?? LOL kang tetiba dia kahwin dgn gf dia kau dah menangis tak berlagu hahaha haa mulalah time tu kau nak nyanyi lagu "mengapa masih lagi ku berdiri menunggu cintamu.....~" <SAYANGGGGGGGG AKU KAU LUPAAAAA, AKU KAU LUKAAA TANPA KAU SEDARRRRR OHH SAYANGGGG *Cehh tangkap feeling konon -_- FUCK LOVEEEE
wah thug life siaaa padahal dalam hati kau pun dapat rasa perasaan yg sebenar. sekarang ni aku tak berharap sangat. bukan aku tak suka, aku suka lagi kat dia tapi tulah aku serahkan soal jodoh dan ketentuan kepada yang Maha Esa cewahh yang aku tahu sekarang ni aku kerja keras kumpul duit dalam tiga tahun ni aku akan cuba kumpul gak 10K kalau ada orang masuk meminang at least ada lah persediaan sikit sikit. calon? takde lagi tapi aku just standby lah. so sekarang ni aku mmg tengah perbetulkan segala hal tentang diri aku, mana yang tak betul, aku try betulkan. aku taknak lah zina hati bercrush crush ni so aku pasrah. kalau ada, adalah, takda? haa takdelah. moga moga ku bertemu dgn jodoh yang baik baik hehehe miang-!
dont worry, my life sekarang ni cuma bangun tidur, makan, mandi, gi kerja, kemas kemas kedai, main game, kadang kadang aku on lah media sosial tu, pastu balik rumah pastu mandi, makan, then tidur. gitu je lah rutin harian. masuk waktu solat, kadang kadang tertinggal juga haihh mcm ni nak jadi anak yang solehah? smh. aku biasa meroyan kat twitter so nak kenal aku dengan lebih dekat? cari je aku di twitter. username: literally @ianakmak untuk semua media sosial hahahaha
Assalamualaikum :) Hehehe so how are you? For me..i'm feeling great hehe. Lately past few days i wasnt in a stable mood. Idk i think i've lost myself. Yelah i used to be a hyperactive person what but nowdays seems nothing to cheer about nothing special nothing make me happy like having a boring life so yesterday i i realise that i should collecting my happiness back and ta-daa! I'm in a mood to start talking non stop hihihihi Jiran kedai pun dah penat dengar aku berceghita tak stop stop hahaha mana tak nya , bercerita pasal cerita hantu. Memang hidup lah kalau topic ni keluar ahahaha. So imma tell you story what happens to me lately. Hm nothing much but fyi yesterday June15 was my Mak's birthdayyyyyyy wuhuuuu tapi tak sambut pun. Usia mak makin meningkat takkan aku nak buat party untuk mak? Aku just spend time with my beloved mak je. Along cakap sambut birthday mcm menyambut hari tua. Hm sejauh mana kebenarannya tu ? Entahlah. Malam June14 dlm jam 11.37pm gitu aku baru perasan yg one of my friend punya mak punya birthday pada tarikh tersebut. Aku nak wish tapi aku terlupa sbb pukul 12.40 tu aku timpa mak pastu wishkan selamat hari jadi hehe pastu aku peluk mak. Tetiba *mata masuk habuk* aku terfikir, ni je lah time aku dapat peluk mak. Kalau mak dah takde nanti shima nak peluk mak dah tak dpt. macam mana lah nnt kalau mak dah takda. Haihh habuk ni asyik masuk mata je (T^T) mak pujuk jangan nangis nnt esok selesema. Lagilah aku tak boleh stop (T^T) dah nangis puas puas, mak pun dah tidur, barulah aku move on main game and online twitter hahaha So smlm banyak gila benda yg aku buat well smlm aku offday sbnrnya. Pagi pagi aku dah mandikan nenek. Nenek ngn atuk sebelah abah stay kat Johor. Nenek ngn atuk sebelah mak stay kat Selangor. Now nenek and atuk sebelah abah dh meninggal. So dah takde kampung kat jb. Atuk sebelah mak pula dah meninggal jadi tinggal lah yg masih hidup ni nenek sebelah mak. Now nenek yg sebelah mak yg stay selangor tu dh pindah kat rumah kami kat johor so there's no point lah nak balik kampung selangor kan? Mak ngn nenek cakap yg rumah kat selangor tu abah dgn atuk yg buat. Jadi tu kira rumah kitorang juga lah Okay back to the story, nak dipendekkan cerita, mata nenek ni ada selaput. Makin lama selaput dia makin tebal. Sekarang nenek dh tak boleh melihat tapi syukur Alhamdulillah nenek masih boleh mendengar. Nenek tak boleh jalan dgn sendiri, kaki nenek dah tak kuat. So jalan kena pimpin lah. Actually mak balik kerja pukul 2 so takkan taknak bagi nenek makan? Sbb shima pukul 12pm-2pm ada kelas. Jadi shima taktahu nak masak apa so masak benda paling simple, senggang ikan. Dah hidang kat nenek terus siap gi kelas memandu. Balik kelas shima tanya mak, "mak sedap tak senggang tu?" Pastu mak cakap "nenek cakap angah yg masak" aku pun "manada mak~ shima lah yg masak, angah kalau masak kan bawang putih dia tak hiris, bawang putih tu dia belah dua je brr" terkilan gak nenek tak dpt beza suara angah dgn suara shima haih pastu mak berseloroh sbb tahu yg shima tengah pissed off mak terus cakap "engkau yg masak eh? Umph sedap. Cehh dah boleh kahwin lah ni" mak nak pujuk hati shima lah tu hm shima bagi adik lelaki shima rasa, nasib baik dia kata sedap HOHOHOHO Aku kena belajar masak lagi ni. Nanti kahwin senang ihks >.< Petang tu sebenarnya nak keluar gi rumah member tapi abah tak bagi. Abah cakap "asal cuti je berjalan. Asal cuti je berjalan, cuba duduk rumah" hahaha nak taknak, planning nak ronda Taman Rinting tak dapat dilaksanakan so aku mereput kat rumah hahaha so malam tu aku tolong mak buat kuih apam. Mak dah buat barter. aku just kasi greese acuan kuih, tuang barter dlm acuan, dan kukus kuih. Dah masak aku gaul dgn kelapa parut.
Credit photo to my mum tolong amikkan gambar >.< kuih tu bagi sedulang kat surau sbb ada org baca tahlil. Pastu lagi sikit mak masukkan dlm tupperware nk pulangkan jiran punya tupperware lah. Normal lah kalau org bagi makanan kita kalau boleh balas lah makanan nya. Takkan nak pulang tupperware kosong kan? Hehehe Hahaha buat apam ni lepas buat barter dia kena tunggu sejam ke dua jam bagi naik tepungnya dulu tapi memandangkan nak hidang awal kat orang surau so mak suruh shima rebus terus. Jadi kuihnya tak beberapa nak naik lah. Mak suruh hntar kat rumah jiran sambil pesan "shima, nanti pesan kat cik dani <bukan nama sbnr> Kuih ni shima yg buat HAHAHAHA" shima terus lah "hamboiii~ nak lari dari kritikan nmpk hahahaha" along menyampuk "baguslah at least org nmpk walaupun kau tak beberapa pandai masak tapi ada usaha nak mencuba" aku pun iyakan je lah haha pastu abah balik terus aku mengadu ngn abah pasal mak cuba melepas diri. Lalu kami sekeluarga berhuhuhuhu "Assalamualaikum~ cik daniiiiii~~" shima bagi salam. Cik dani "waalaikumussalam. Siapa tu?" "Haaa ni shima. Ni hah mak bagi kuih, tapi tak beberapa nak naik kuihnya HOHOHOHO" cik dani reply "eh kenapa kuihnya tak naik pula?" Aku pun apalagi "MEMANGLAH TAK NAIK, SHIMA YG MASAK HOHOHOHOHO" lalu aku minta izin untuk pulang ke rumah. Sampai rumah terus aku cerita kat family. Semua ketawa dgn pengakuan fake buat kuih aku tu hahaha Okaylah dah panjang sangat aku cerita. Sambung kendian k? ;) loppp yohhh
Hey assalamualaikum :)
Hahahaha hmm what are we going to share today? Hmm lemme think first. Hehe. Yesterday was my offday so i'm off in writing blog haha. Haaaaaa what a good nap. Haaaa what a good rest day. Haaaaaa *inhale, hold and exhale* haaa okay now already got freash air and mind to start our story today ^^ hehehehehe
Okay, many people said "Twitter was the only site to share our thought without everyone complaining" "Twitter was the only site we can meroyan" "twitter was the only site when our grammar was wrong and nobody care" BULLSHIT. They forgot that they have another way to share thier story too. What a diary use for? What a MySpace use for? What a BLOGGER use for?
Well i know nobody care if you write something at your MySpace or blogger like they wont sign up for a new account just for read your problem. So that's another way! This site give you the advantages to let you all out. Yes you dont have a loyal listener. Even if you have ONE, that ONE person you cant expect him/her to keep all your secret. They gonna tell anyone for sure. While you cant keep your own secret, how do you expect others to keep your secret? Think youngster :) They'll get bored anyway sooner or later. Just stand in your own feet; people!
Dear diary, so here me sitting all alone and typing something to share to you. Once in my childhood days, i used to write a diary in a book. No one read my diary until it gone misplaced and missing. I just glad that the diary missing without anyone know. At least my secret buried with you sir diary :') You're always with me in my difficult time. I re-read my diary before it gone, and i saw that most of time i always in sadness. Everyday i tried to be a better person, to be a positive person, to be a great women. I threw all my sadness, hate, negative thought in your body and i start to sketch until 1 or 2 ball pan have no ink. Sometimes i wrote down and i tear your body to small pieces, and sometimes i just scream at my pillow until my troat hurt so much. You feel me nigga.
That's the sound of depression, mental breakdown, sadness and negativity. The tearing up is just to cure yourself, your hurted liver. What? Liver is hati what? Not satisfied with me lah? Mind your own business la haiyoo haha lol i cant say such a negative word like that hm dear baby, you're precious babe. Yes you are. It is okay when someone hate you for being who you are. At least you're happy babe. You're fake-ing your happiness if you try to be someone else. Someone that isnt you. Someone hypocrite.. Hipocrite.. Hipokrit.. Wait haha i dont know how to spell >.< no, i'm just confuse hahaha
Well sir diary, i dont know whether people out there read my blog. I dont know thier existing. They left no notes no sign. I hope i can cure myself with happiness. Well "i think people forget that sometimes the person who tries to fix everyone needs fixing too" yes i'm an egoistic person but i'm lowering my ego for whom i care about but it seems to be nothing than useless :') "i just ruined myself for a lot of people that weren't even worth it" huwaaaaaaaa So people please please please dont expect anything from anyone. You're stabing yourself deep inside baby.
I guess it's time to say goodbye sir diary :) thanks for the willingness *err kesanggupan >.<* to hear my story sir diary :) it was an honour to spend time with you HAHAHAHAHA THE FISH AM I TALKING ABOUT? I'll catch up with you later yaa! So long my online diary >.< saranghanja buing buing <3 <3
Assalamualaikum :) Hey hey hey!! Hm harini kan sebenar benarnya... aku ada test JPJ motor tau and.... aku gagal. Yeayyy!! Haha fyi, ni aku dah ulang 2 kali >.< taktahu nak kata apa. This is the first time aku gagal 2 kali dalam test besar. Dari UPSR, PMR, SPM, UPKK, SDEA, SDKA semua lah sekali test terus lulus, even addmath yg aku selalu dapat G pun aku lulus dapat D hehe ujian komputer? Tak belajar sangat pun aku boleh lulus dgn sekali test. Dua kali tau amik ujian komputer, satu utk motor, satu untuk kereta. Pun aku lulus dgn jayanya. Tapi kali ni? Fumalak pecah record aku sia gagal berturut ni. Tapi nak mcm mana? Dah takdir, kita redha je lah. Hihihi ada lagi orang yg lagi sedih drpd aku sbgai contoh, budak lelaki tadi yg sama sama test motor ngn aku. Dia gagal 3 kali! Tapi tadi dia dah lulus dah. Aku je yg terkandas hahaha Well guys, hidup kita ni tak selalunya indah. Hidup ni kan mcm roda, sekejap kat atas sekejap kat bawah. Mungkin aku dah selalu lulus dan belum pernah lagi rasa peritnya gagal dalam ujian yg penting. Sebab tu lah Allah bagi aku rasa sekarang >.< ni semua dugaan hidup. Aku pasrah haha. Balik rumah je abah mengajuk "tak dapat je nangis, tak dapat je nangis, pastu ckp hidung berair sbb selesema" haha maksud abah tu kalau aku tak dapat something yg aku ingin kan je aku akan nangis. Yelah abah, shima nak lulus dapat lesen P tapi tak dapat lulus jadi shima nangis lah hahahaha Aku terlalu main main ke? Aku tak ambil serious ke ujian ni? Kat mana silap aku sampai apa yg aku prepare semua tak membuahkan hasil. Sedih mmg sedih. Kecewa pun ada. Aku sebenarnya malu sbb aku tak dapat buktikan dekat diri sendiri yg aku boleh. Mungkin aku kurang keyakinan diri. Kenapa org lain boleh buat, kenapa aku tak boleh? Padahal waktu practice perfect je. Aku dah buat yg terbaik tapi kenapa jadi mcm ni? Mungkin aku buat tak cukup baik lagi kot. Then aku terfikir, aku prepare semua siap siap, masa practice pun okay, tapi bila JPJ aku terkandas, dua kali pula tu; inilah yg dinamakan "Allah bagi ujian". Allah takkan bagi ujian yg kita tak dapat tanggung, sbb aku boleh tanggung ujian ni lah sbb tu Allah uji. Well gagal dua kali tak bermakna gagal selama lama lama lamanya kan? Haha sorry aku bukan gagal, aku telah BERJAYA menjumpai 2 cara untuk tak lulus test JPJ >.< Aku pernah terbaca, bila seseorang tu hendak berubah, Allah akan beri kita ujian, samada kita akan bersyukur dgn ujian tersebut ataupun kufur. Allah bagi ujian sbb Allah sayangkan kita :') mudah mudahan test JPJ motor kali ketiga nanti aku lulus dengan jayanya ^.^ takpelah. Yang penting nanti bila test JPJ kereta aku mesti kena lulus dengan sekali percubaan! Fighting! Duit aku melayang layang oi kalau kereta pun sama >.< dah lah banyak komitmen hehe perempuan kan nafsunya banyak. Nak kasutnya lain, nak bajunya lain, nak tudungnya lain, nak makanan nya lagi lah haaaaaaaaaaaa korang, doakan aku berjaya k. Love ya XOXO :*
Assalamualaikum gais :)
A.T.H.A.Z.A.G.O.R.A.P.H.O.B.I.A
Wait✋ jangan ah panik sangat doh dgn topik kita harini >.<
Haaa lemme make it clear, athazagoraphobia ni maksudnya itulah, takut dilupakan, takut tak dilayan oleh orang yg kita sangat sangat sangat ambil berat. "@engrossingfacts: Athazagoraphobia: The fear of being forgotten and or ignored by someone whom you strongly care about." <sumber daripada twitter>
Tak menyalahkan sesiapa dalam hal ini. Lumrah lah perasaan mcm gini. Semua orang pun tak suka bila orang yg tersayang ignore mereka lagi lagi yg berjantina XX ni. Hati rapuh sangat. Hati tisu. Ramai manusia zaman skrg ada athazagoraphobia. Tak kira lah lelaki ke perempuan. Tapi lelaki tak nampak sangat sbb dorang tak menunjuk perasaan dorang tu. Yelah EGO lah katakan.
Aku dah buat kajian kat Twitter. Kebanyakkan manusia dia suka mengacau orang yg mereka sayang dan ambil berat tapi mereka takut orang yg mereka sayang cinta ambil berat tu rasa rimas. Jadi jalan terbaik dorang pun cubalah "Escape windows" tahu tak benda alah ni? Escape windows ni digunakan utk melihat yg korang ni penting ke tak dlm hidup crush/kekasih korang tu. Hari hari kita tegur dia kacau dia but one day korang menyepi. Korang senyap. Korang nak tengok orang yg korang sayang cinta tu cari korang tak. Kalau mereka cari YES korang penting, kalau tak HAHAHAHA move on je lah korang >.<
Ramai bagi jawapan move on,but I know. Deep down inside semua nak fight for it. Sampai korang puas hati,sampai punah hati. Baru move on kan? Tahu dah. Aku pun mcm tu jugak. Lagipun aku belum ada rasa lagi nak give up. Hehehe
Okay berbalik pada athazagoraphobia tadi, sejak aku break dgn bf tahun lepas, aku jadi jenis yg "lantak ah nak reply ke taknak, heran pulak aku?" "Kau nak reply reply, taknak sudah" dan aku mengamalkan konsep "pergi mampos" haha sejak aku mengamalkan konsep "pergi mampos" ni, tahap kebahagian aku sah meningkat jadi aku jalani hidup aku dgn bahagianya. Tapi mulalah kat twitter semua cakap "tak perlu suruh aku pergi mampos, ajal aku sampai, aku pergi" just then i realize that perkataan "pergi mampos" tu adalah perkataan yg negative. So aku pun buang lah perkataan tu dari kamus hidup aku. Well aku kan nak jadi orang yg positive hehe :)
But belakangan ni, aku dah start dah perangai miang perigi mencari timba ni haih perasaan suka or minat kat someone tu fitrah manusia lah kan? Haha lagi lagi bulan lepas, dengan kesihatan tak stabil, mental koyak ni lagi lah perangai "clingy" ni meruap ruap hahaha bukan apa, aku nak kan perhatian daripada dia like "hey you, yeah you, i'm talking to you" "weyh janganlah ignore aku" "weyh layan lah aku" " jangan lah buat aku terkapai kapai kat sini" "weyh aku nak tanya kau ni" "weyh aku nak cakap ngn kau ni" "weyh weyh weyh" haaaa terukkan perangai aku? Mcm perempuan muka tembok. Sorry, bukan macam, mmg pun muka tembok >.< hahahaha sebenarnya aku ni jenis yg suka bercerita. Bila aku gembira, aku suka kongsikan kebahagian aku kalau boleh dgn semua orang aku nak bercerita. Tapi kalau bab kesedihan ni, either aku pendam sendiri atau aku share dgn certain people. Certain people ni terdiri drpd org yg aku trust so korang, when a girl talks to you about her problems, that doesn't mean she's complaining. It just means she really trusts you okay? Tapi bulan ni aku dah boleh kawal diri sikit dah. Hidup aku makin normal. Aku tak se-clingy dulu. Perasaan takut tak dilayan athazagoraphobia aku tu dah berkurang. Dia layan ke tak layan ke aku tetap nak kacau dia hihihihi yelah yelah, aku redha. Ada jodoh ada lah. Kalau takda jodoh? Hehe Aku takut nnt aku zina hati pula. Jadi just follow the flow. Tengok je lah sejauh mana ia bertahan. Tapi takkan aku je yg ada athazagoraphobia ni? Pihak kesayangan takde rasa yg sama ke? Haha kalau dia ada rasa yg sama tidak mungkin dia biarkan aku terkapai kapai ahaha kecuali dia ego, dia nak main tarik tali ataupun dia sengaja biar kita terkapai kapai sbb nak test kita kot hahaha hello i'm trying to think positive kayy >.< So boys and girls, i give you some tips macam mana korang nak handle athazagoraphobia korang; "Expect nothing, appreciate everything" harapan kt crush tu tolong jgn letak setinggi langit, takut tak tercapai pula nanti okay? XOXO :* Saranghanja <3
Assalamualaikum :) Hey guys! Ssup? Hehehe guess you know already what i'm going to gossips about. So how was your days ? Hehehe today my condition is just fine. Only have a normal flu and this is all Syifa's fault. She brought the virus with her. Oh fyi, Syifa is one of my best buddies, she is on semester break so she partime at my workplace. What? You dont know what our occupation is? well we're Beautician !!! Yeayyy !! So anyone who interested and have skin problem can directly pm me on gmail : shimakawaii@gmail.com hihihi sorry for promoting >.< Well i'm a real good person if my health level is good but i can automatically become a great disaster and everythings went wrong when i'm sick hehe. I'm really good at eating. I can eat 4-5 meals a day and never leaves it unfinished >.< sometimes one plate is not enough kahkahkah what a pelahab >.< but you know there's something wrong with you when you didn't hungry and cant finishing a plate of food. Ever you eat 6 chicken wings without stop? I did *shy shy* people might said "is this even a girl? She ate like a godzilla" "rangkak juak rupa kau makan!" Eh can't understand what am i saying? In Sarawak, rangkak is not the same as "merangkak" :P it can be define as someone that eat like a horse/kuat makan >.< HAHAHAHA even my friend cant belive that i can eat 6 chicken wings straight. Hek eleh, action lah pula i ni lol it just a chicken wings anyway haha Yeah, if i'm in a good condition, i can think very well, i'm so smart hahaha *cehh budak ni puji diri sendiri* but when i'm sick, i'm really really really really really lazy to think hahah i bet everyone like that also hehe we're gangs so HIGH 5 ! Yeayyyy! Putcha hands up ! What the hell am i talking about? Huaghhh i cant think straight bcs i'm not in the pink, haha like that my life will berterabur and chaos bcs my mind is not stable. Am i having a mental disorder? or am i a psycho? Huwaaaaaaaaaaa come back to normal shima pleasee hahaha Anyways, nowdays my antibody seems to menurun hm dont know which word to use >.< hmmmmmm i'm weaking? Is this word fit the best? well bak kata Liza "Which Oxford dictionary you used?" >.< Whatever lah hahaha i think so bcs i easily catch a fever and then other sickness comes one by one hm. It doest matter, at least it will vanishing my sins *Sakit itukan penghapus dosa* hiks >.< Ya Allah! Bertimbun dosa aku ni Ya Allah!! Matikan lah aku dalam iman. Hm k lari tajuk. Well korang yg diluar sana, tolong jaga pemakanan and rest more okay? Dont eat too much spicy foood, dont eat ice cubes *jangan kunyah ais* and drink lots of water okay. Its help in detoxing your body. So my lovely chingu*friends* stay healthy and energetic okay? Then only you can pray for my health too hehe i love uolls my friends and not to forget too i love me myself <3 muah muah XOXO :* *p/s : can also find me on other social media ^^ Click here to follow me on Twitter Click here to follow me on Instagram